
About the chapbook
An account of the growing.
Preface — What the Soil Knows
I did not set out to write a collection. I set out to survive one.
These poems arrived the way seasons do — not by my scheduling, but by some deeper necessity. Some came in the dark of late hours, when the questions in me grew louder than sleep. Some arrived mid-prayer, mid-storm, mid-longing. A few were written before I knew what I was saying; only later did I understand what the words were reaching toward.
What I know is this: I am a tree. Not yet fully grown. Not always sure of my fruit, or my soil, or the climate I was made for. But I am rooted in something I cannot name entirely — only trust, and return to, and beg not to be severed from.
— Angel Idoko
What lives in these pages
Themes
- spiritual longing
- roots and identity
- nature as revelation
- emotional vulnerability
- habitat and belonging
- becoming
- surrender
- faith
- growth through storms
- breath and interconnectedness
The shape of the forest
Six sections.
- 01
Section One
Seedling
What am I, if not something still trying to learn the shape of itself?
- 02
Section Two
Root and Soil
Drag me back, Lord! I wish to cry, but I know it is not your nature to force.
- 03
Section Three
Beneath the Bark
Lord, guide him to clarify his intent. Guard my thoughts, steady my heart, and remind me to breathe — for not him, but myself.
- 04
Section Four
Wilderness and Habitat
Place me in my right habitat. Throw me. Let me fall hard, far, deep — planted where I belong.
- 05
Section Five
Sky and Becoming
Because it is in dreams that the truth first learns how to breathe.
- 06
Section Six
The Vast World
Life's beauty is meant to be lived and breathed.
The tree has survived. It is still growing. These are its rings.